Jul 10-16, '05

(July, 2005)

I return all of my overdue library books. I crazy glue my cellphone together. Narc drunk-calls me "just to talk." B and I take my cat to the vet. Narc emails me to apologize for his calls and to reiterate that we are taking a "break" from each other. I respond kindly. I go to an AA meeting. I go to Long Island to have dinner with my mom. (We eat Belgian food). NDN impersonates my mom to American Express. I go back to taking voice lessons. Narc posts on his blog that he doesn't know why he can't have love in his life, and blames himself. NDN and I have lunch at Maharaja. Bezoukhoff and I go to the library, and then to see 1930's films at Film Forum. I call the Stallion at home before going to Anxious' housewarming party. BarMan is drunk at Cheers. I call Narc in the middle of the night and he picks up. He invites me over and tells me to bring coke. Narc becomes a vegetarian. Narc cuddles me and apologizes about the Exihbitionist thing. We go out for Indian food the next day. We walk around the waterfront and he tells me about his fight with the Exhibitionist.