Apr 24-30, '05

(April, 2005)

I'm depressed about my stepbrother. We go to KW's bridal shower in NJ. I suggest spending the anniversary of my dad's death together. I have a crying fit with B on our 24 night. Narc sends me an email that he's "not in a position" to treat me well and that I should "move on." B and I fight about his girlfriend. Constantine gets booted off American Idol. The Stallion calls to say he's not mad at me. B and I see The Interpreter. I google the Exhibitionist and am devastated to find her blog with nude photos credited to Narc. NDN and I go to Scores. I meet Sunshine and her two friends at Cheers.