Mar 27-Apr 2, '05

(April, 2005)

I meet Mohammed at the deli and he calls to wake me up for class. NDN and I grow closer. IrishBird upsets me by telling me that I can be an "obnoxious drunk." I reconcile with the red-faced laywer who grabbed me by the arm in December. WallStreetGuy calls me about his missing money and jewelry. I send Narc a drunk text asking him if he "wants to fuck." He sends me a text in the early morning hours that he is "just getting home" and to "have a happy Easter." It upsets and perplexes me. I meet RK at Cheers. I call Narc and leave him a message telling him that I'm going to try to stop calling him and that I hope he's doing well. He sends me a text telling me that he's "seeing someone else" and is "off the alcohol and off the radar." I'm devastated. I'm in a "cold crater." NDN hosts a dinner party attended by yours truly, his friend Liz and Bezoukhoff. I get a great teaching evaluation. I have a dream about Narc.