Feb 20-26, '05

(February, 2005)

I kiss a random guy at the Manchester Pub before going to see Narc. Hammer challenges me to a detox-challenge. Bezoukhoff and I go for Russian food and then watch The Wild One back at my place. I have my first taste of Maeve's White Russians. Narc stands me up for the opera followed by an intense sexual encounter. I start to think we have too much of an "S&M" dynamic. We hang out with CouchSleeper. The next day we go to the Whitney, walk through the Gates project and I go to a dinner party at IronChef's. My stepbrother gets in the accident and Narc isn't there for me all. When I ask him why he lied about his plans for the night, he tells me to "fuck off" and that he "doesn't owe me an explanation." I find my amethyst at Narc's house. I leave him a broken hearted break-up note. Thankfully, my stepbrother makes it through the first crucial 96 hours in ICU. The Stallion calls and says he's coming to NY for a visit.