Jan 30-Feb 5, '05

(February, 2005)

I text Narc that I'm sick of being ignored and disrespected. He responds in anger and tells me that he's sick of my "historionics" and to "let him be." Later, he calls me drunk, keeping me up all night on a night before teaching. He tells me to skip class because I am an "unfit teacher" anyway and calls me a bitch. The next day, Narc calls to apologize. In one conversation, he both tells me we're "not in a relationship" and then says "I didn't say there's NO relationship..." I lose and find my amethyst at Cheers. Hammer joins me and B for a 24 night. I get a call from Stallion's friend, the Bouncer. I somewhat unwillingly kiss PakistantiMan at Cheers. He tells me he has "intense feelings for me" and "will wait for me." Druggie asks me if I want to have sex. (I laugh it off and send him home). Narc calls and tells me he wants to make it clear that I'm "still a part of his life." Dan leaves me his first comment.