Feb 6-12, '05

(February, 2005)

I hang out at Cheers on beer-pong night and end up buying more coke. I go to see Narc. He tells me that I'm "special" to him and that he thinks it's weird that I spend so much time with B. Anxious tells me she's pissed off that I'm ignoring her. She pressures me to let her stay at my place while she looks for an apartment for herself. I lose my amethyst again. One night at Cheers, a friend of the Nigerians tries to make a date with me. I sing opera at Cheers for the first time. I meet the Australians at Manchester. One of them (Matt) comes back to my place and we stay up all night doing coke. The next day, I have to call in sick and hate myself for it. B comforts me and I flush my stash again. Narc and I exchange drunken texts. B and I go hear Ute Lemper at the Cafe Carlyle (as a belated birthday present). Hammer and I visit the Neue Galerie for our "culture night." Sunshine leaves her first comment.