Oct 2-8, '05

(October, 2005)

I think about Narc and obsessively read the Exhibitionist's blog. A man compliments my singing on the bus. I stop by BigSis and Bro-in-Law's Manhattan apartment for the last time. I enjoy choir rehearsal and start speech therapy. B and I bond and eat dinner at La Caridad. NDN tries on my clothes, looking for a Halloween outfit. The man who works at Subway hits on me, and I bump into the Texan again at Cheers. I go to synagogue for the Holidays with NDN and Hammer. I decide to be Medusa for Halloween. I start to miss Narc more and more and to think about him all the time, as I know he's returned from Europe. NDN goes to Amsterdam and sends me some high-emails. I start to get sick. Hammer and Velma come over to watch Holocaust movies. I bump into Mohammed outside the deli and he tries to flirt with me again. I go to Anxious birthday party where I meet the Arch. I text Narc "hi." I go back to Arch's place with Hammer and we smoke up. I watch hours of The Surreal Life on VH1.