Oct 16-22, '05

(October, 2005)

I blog about the Lesbian-elevator-incident that took place in July. I flip through Paradise Lost and write about it. Narc calls me several times and leaves drunk messages. I get a great teaching evaluation. My stepbrother has his skull-replacement surgery and it's finally a sucess. Narc and I get in touch at last and spend half an hour on the phone, after Sunshine talks me through it a bit. Narc tells me the Exhibitionist is prostituting. We talk about the shirt I left at his house in August (and replaced). I call Narc drunk and wake him up. He tells me to come over. We have great sex, but I'm not feeling emotionally close to him or very into him. I just don't feel "in love."